Insecurities keep growing, wasted energies are flowing ,anger, pain and sadness beckon.Knowing you was a misfortune, letting you creeps into my life was a huge mistake, allowed you wandering in my mind was a disaster. But when it comes to you, I can't decide.You're tainted, I'm shaking.It breaks my heart to see you cry, the reason why I run and hide, it's the only way I'll stay alive.
I hope time could turn, hope you could turn and turn round,tide's changing, time's flowing, whatever is done, is done. It's too late to change. Words engrave deep within, leaving an infinite marking. I know you cant see, I look strong altogether, thou inside Im as fragile as glass.Still I bleed, still I wait to heal a wound. What I need are more bandages.You've succeeded in creating misery in my life. Why won't you quit?Why you gotta go and do me like that?Why you gotta hide the truth?Why you gotta go and play me like that?Why you have to act a fool?
I deserve a bullet in my chest, I don't care as long as this ache stops, the disturbance and whisper in my head end. I've gotta stop my mind.It's driving me insane. It will not let me live. Always so negative.One minute I am fine,the next I've lost my mind.I need to take control of my mind and it isn't listening to me.
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