Giving up

Feel so guilty fór letting dad settle my 400$ phone bill. So I have finally make up my mind to give up my phone voluntarily. It's fór my own good.

what a day !!

Nearly got involve in an accident this evening. Was tailgating a Honda CRV, without warning that fellow stepped on the brake,petrified I couldn't hit brake on time so I sway my car to the right. Luckily there wasn't any car approaching that lane.

Anyway, on the same evening JNC, TT and I went for a movie. =) Toy Story 3's awesome. Love''Spanish'' Buzz and Ken. Great storyline, pretty hilarious, bit sentimental in the end.It made me laugh and cry.It kidda reminds me of all my abandon toys.Haha. I'll have to watch it again to catch everything buzz and woody said as I was too busy laughing. The 3D effect was disappointing and lousy. Should've stick to the 2D.

Saw a nice skirt and it was on SALE!!I know I weren't suppose to buy that and I knew that I own many similar garment at home, but i bought it, can't help myself . XD. Seriously need to control my spending habit.

Oh God.... ....

Mood: dreadful, anxious, disheartening


Argg!! Feel like hitting myself on the head, how could I've done all the silly mistake!!! Marks got deducted here and there.stupid me!! I've studied so hard for my chemistry, yet the outcome's depressing and rueful.I deserved a better outcome.:( 2 more marks to pass, 2 more marks to get an 'A'.... So close, yet so far.

Be optimistic, people keep telling me. How could I be optimistic when I'm about to see permanent red markings on my report card for the first time in my life. Show dad my papers and risk jeopardize everything I had? My freedom,my personal space.I'm certain that dad will confiscate my phone and computer. Worst, curfews, no outings, no nightlife, no movies, no parties,no shopping.

ME and MY DAD

Dad, you helped me take my first few steps
and those difficult ones too.

Dad, you drove away my frowns and put a smile on my face no matter what the
situations were

Dad, your encouraging words and warm support

Have guided me through all my life

Dad, my personal mentor

Dad, my comforter

Dad, my pal

Dad, my great buddy

I always knew you were there...

Daddy,Happy Father's day
Love you and Always.. <3<3<3

Feeling beautiful on the inside

Lately I'm totally compel in getting that Jessica Alba's perfect body shape. Went on a diet, missed out lots of scrumptious mouth-watering food. Swam for 4 times per week. Was it all worthwhile?

People always say, beauty is only skin deep,what's inside that counts. Then why are we still putting lots of effort on our outer appearance such as weight, height, hair length, or face complexion? Shouldn't we scrutinize to the important or primary characteristics that make and mould a person?

True beauty goes much beyond the skin. Be beautiful by being yourself!! Be nothing but yourself!! So from now onwards,suffer no more, I'm NOT going on a diet, eat like I would normally eat, yes to FRENCH FRIES,ICE-CREAM and CHESSE CAKE. Being beautiful too means knowing that you are beautiful. Not allowing others to put you down by making you think or feel that you are not beautiful.

Tomorrow's father's day and Im gonna fill my stomach with food!!!! XD

My angel holds me tonight.

Read this piece of poem recently. Immediately think of him. Strong message and truly feels every words.

I’m happy as can be,

An Angel watches over me.

Keeping me safe each day,

Guiding me all the way.

I know I’m really special,

Loved by my Guardian Angel.

As Angel wings unfold,

My riches aren’t of gold.

Sprinkled with the Angel dust,

So I believe and trust.

I’ll never walk alone,

I’ve an Angel of my own!


P/S.. My dear you're my angel, I know deep in my heart =)

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